The Lakefront Listen That Kept Me Up Past Midnight
I started this one on a Saturday morning walk along Lake Michigan with Denise. By the time we got back to the apartment, I told her I needed to "grade papers" and spent the next six hours with my headphones in, lying on the couch like a teenager avoiding homework. The irony of a high school English teacher being completely derailed by a book about high schoolers and their parents is not lost on me.
Look, here's the thing about Little Fires Everywhere - it's doing something that contemporary literary fiction often tries and usually fails at. It's a suburban novel that doesn't condescend to the suburbs. Celeste Ng writes Shaker Heights with the same careful attention Edith Wharton brought to old New York society. The planned community, the approved house colors, the unspoken rules about everything from lawn maintenance to which families belong - it's satire, sure, but it's also deeply empathetic. These people genuinely believe they've created utopia. And that's what makes watching it burn so devastating.
Jennifer Lim Gets It
I couldn't find much about Jennifer Lim's other work online, but based on this performance alone, she understands something crucial about narrating literary fiction: restraint is everything. She doesn't do "voices" in the cartoonish sense. Instead, she shifts her register so subtly that you're three chapters in before you realize you can distinguish every Richardson kid without being told who's speaking.
Elena Richardson - the perfect mother with her color-coded calendars and her certainty that she's doing everything right - comes through in Lim's slightly elevated diction. There's a crispness there. A woman who never says "gonna" or "kinda." Meanwhile, Mia Warren gets this warmer, more measured quality. Slower. Like she's choosing each word carefully because she's learned that words have consequences.
The teenagers are where Lim really shines though. Lexie's entitled confidence. Moody's artistic pretension. Pearl's desperate need to belong somewhere that looks like stability. These aren't just different voices - they're different worldviews, and Lim communicates that through pacing and emphasis rather than putting on accents. This is what I mean when I tell my students that good performance is interpretation. The narrator understands that pause is punctuation.
(My students, by the way, would absolutely hate how slowly Lim reads some of the more introspective passages. They'd have it on 2x before the first chapter ended. They're wrong.)
What Ng Is Really Saying
This is a book about motherhood, obviously. Everyone says that. But what strikes me - and what the audiobook format emphasizes because you can't skim past the uncomfortable parts - is that it's really about the lies we tell ourselves about choice.
Elena believes she chose her life. Chose Bill, chose Shaker Heights, chose to have four children and a beautiful house and a part-time journalism career that lets her feel like she's "using her degree." And she did choose those things. But Ng keeps circling back to all the choices Elena didn't make, couldn't make, because she never even saw them as options. The book is relentless about this.
Mia, meanwhile, made choices that cost her everything - family, stability, a fixed address. And the novel refuses to tell us she was right to do so. There's no easy answer here. No "follow your dreams" Instagram wisdom. Just two women who each sacrificed something essential and can't stop judging the other for making a different sacrifice.
The custody battle at the center of the plot - over a Chinese-American baby named May Ling/Mirabelle - becomes this perfect crucible for these questions. Who has the right to raise a child? The birth mother who gave her up in desperation? The adoptive parents who can give her every material advantage? And underneath all of it: what do we owe to our origins? What do we owe to the people who want to love us?
If you loved The Age of Innocence - and I mean really loved it, not just read it for class - this is its spiritual successor. Different setting, different century, but the same devastating examination of what happens when individual desire collides with community expectation.
Fair Warning
The pacing is deliberate. Very deliberate. There were moments - particularly in the middle third, when Ng is laying groundwork for the custody battle - where I felt my attention drift. Lim's measured narration, which I mostly loved, doesn't help here. If you're looking for a thriller, this isn't it. The "fires" of the title don't show up until the very end, and you'll spend eleven hours getting there.
Also, if you've seen the Hulu adaptation with Reese Witherspoon and Kerry Washington, know that the book is quieter. Less dramatic. The show turned up the volume on certain conflicts in ways that made for good TV but different art. I actually think the audiobook is the better experience if you've already seen the show - it's like reading the annotated version after watching the movie.
The Verdict
This is worth pausing the faculty meeting for. (Sorry, Principal Martinez.)
Listen at 1.0x. The prose deserves to be savored, and Lim's performance rewards patience. Best for long walks, evening commutes, or any time you can give it your full attention. Not great for workouts - you'll miss too much.
For anyone who teaches high school, fair warning: you'll recognize every one of these teenagers. And you'll recognize the parents who made them. That's either a recommendation or a deterrent, depending on how your week is going.
