The "Anti-Textbook" Experience
I was grading a stack of juniors' essays on The Great Gatsby last Tuesdayâwhich, let's be real, is mostly me correcting comma splices and wondering if anyone actually read the bookâwhen I needed a break. A serious break. I switched over to The Journey of Crazy Horse, put my headphones on, and started chopping vegetables for dinner.
And immediately, the noise in my head stopped.
Look, I teach American Literature. I know the textbook version of Crazy Horse. The warrior. Little Bighorn. The statue being carved out of a mountain in South Dakota that never seems to get finished. But listening to Joseph M. Marshall IIIâwho is Lakota himselfâtell this story? Itâs not history class. Itâs sitting around a fire while an elder speaks. (And honestly, after listening to teenagers use "literally" incorrectly for six hours, this was the spiritual cleanse I didn't know I needed.)
Not Just Narrating, But Remembering
Hereâs the thing about author-narrated audiobooks: usually, theyâre a gamble. Writers aren't actors. But Marshall isn't trying to be an actor. Heâs a storyteller in the oral tradition sense.
His voice is warm, gravelly, and deliberate. And I mean deliberate. Thereâs a rhythm to his speech that feels ancient. He understands that pause is punctuation. When he pronounces Lakota names and phrases, it flows like waterânone of that awkward stumbling you get when a British narrator tries to read American Indigenous history. It adds this layer of authenticity that you just can't fake.
Butâand I have to be honest hereâit is slow.
My students, who listen to podcasts at 2.0x speed while playing Minecraft, would hate this. Theyâd say it drags. And yeah, if youâre looking for a high-octane thriller pace, youâre going to bounce off this hard. There were moments, specifically during the descriptions of camp life, where I felt my eyelids getting heavy. (Though that might've been the wine. Or the grading. Let's blame the grading.)
The Man Behind the Legend
What really got me, though, was the content itself. We usually see Crazy Horse as this mythical figure of resistance. Marshall strips that away to show us the guyâthe son, the quiet strategist, the person who had a vision that terrified and drove him.
The production includes these little interludes of Lakota flute music. Usually, sound effects in audiobooks make me cringe (looking at you, Star Wars audiobooks with the laser noises), but here? It worked. It creates a mood. A vibe. It grounded the story in a way that felt respectful rather than gimmicky.
Marshall paints this portrait of a man who was humble to a fault, which stands in such stark contrast to the egos I deal with in the faculty lounge every day. Hearing about Crazy Horse's reluctance to lead, juxtaposed with his absolute brilliance on the battlefield, made me rethink how I talk about this era in my classroom.
Final Thoughts
Is this audiobook perfect? No. The audio quality is clean, but the pacing is sleepy. If you're driving long distances at night, maybe skip this one unless you want to wake up in a ditch.
But if you want to understand American history from a perspective that usually gets relegated to a sidebar in a textbook, this is essential. Itâs poetic, itâs heartbreaking, and it feels like a privilege to listen to. I kept it at 1.0x speed because speeding up an elder just felt disrespectful, you know?
My mom would probably love this one. I might actually send it to her. Sheâd appreciate the quiet dignity of it. Me? Iâm just glad I listened. It reminded me that history is made by people, not statues.






