It is currently 1:30 AM on a Tuesday. I should be sleeping. Or at least finishing this logo mock-up for that artisanal kombucha brand (don't ask). Instead, I’m sitting in the dark with Diego—my fat orange tabby—staring at the ceiling, feeling absolutely devastated by people wearing frock coats and corsets.
I went into The Age of Innocence expecting homework. You know? The kind of "Eat your vegetables" classic literature that you listen to so you feel smart at dinner parties. But oh my god. The yearning. The yearning.
(Abuela would have loved this mess. It’s basically a telenovela, but instead of slapping each other and screaming, they just raise an eyebrow slightly and destroy someone’s entire reputation. Savage.)
The Vibes: Victorian Slow-Burn
Here’s the deal. We’re in 1870s New York. Newland Archer is engaged to May Welland, who is basically the human equivalent of a vanilla macaron—sweet, pretty, and completely hollow. Then May’s cousin, Countess Ellen Olenska, shows up. She’s divorced (scandal!), wears weird dresses (gasp!), and actually has a personality (the horror!).
Naturally, Newland loses his mind.
If you need plot-heavy action where things explode, please leave now. This isn't that. This is a book about the violence of silence. It’s about what people don't say. It’s about sitting in a box at the opera and realizing your entire life is a performance.
I swear, there were moments where Newland and Ellen just looked at each other across a room, and the emotional tension was so thick I had to pause the track and breathe. It’s that "brushing hands by accident" level of romance that hurts way more than the explicit stuff.
The Voice: Brenda Dayne
Okay, let’s talk about Brenda Dayne. I hadn't listened to her before—I think this might be a LibriVox or indie recording originally?—but she is immaculate.
Her voice is... warm. Like, "cup of tea on a rainy Sunday" warm. She has this soothing, rhythmic delivery that feels incredibly intimate, like she’s sitting in the armchair next to you, spilling the tea on the neighbors.
What she nails is the irony. Edith Wharton is actually really funny—in a mean, sharp way—and Brenda gets the joke. She reads the descriptions of New York society with this tiny hint of amusement in her tone. But when the sad parts hit? She drops that amusement and goes straight for the heart. She doesn't overact. She doesn't do silly caricatures for the voices. She just embodies the melancholy.
(There’s a scene in a carriage that literally made me put my head on my desk. Brenda’s delivery was so quiet and devastating. I can't.)
The Verdict: My Heart is Bruised
I listen at 1.0x speed because I want to feel everything, and this book tested me. It’s frustrating. You want to reach through your headphones and shake Newland Archer until his teeth rattle. You want to tell him to stop worrying about "form" and just live his life.
But that’s the tragedy, isn't it?
I ugly-cried at the ending. Not a cute single tear. Full-on sniffling, startling the cats. It’s not a "happy" romance, but it’s a beautiful, aching one. It feels real. It feels like the sacrifices people actually make.
If you love longing, stolen glances, and social critique wrapped in gorgeous prose, just hit play. Let Brenda Dayne break your heart. It hurts so good.
